feeling insecure

Posted Feb 2014

I'm a Party Artist. Always expressing my Happiness in being there. And I honestly am. This is what I want to do. This is how I connect with soooo many people. But

Sometimes I also feel insecure. Or tired. Or bothered. Excited. Tickled pink. Quiet. And it's very different to be working at a Party during Busy Season or during Slow Time.

During Busy Season, there's no Stop. Party after Party, Person after Person. Wow! But during Slow Season, I have time to do other things between the Parties that I work. Hula hoops, Finances, Friends, Gym. Dancing, Family, Cleaning....... So when I get to the Parties where I'm working, I'm suddenly surprised by the pen in my hand and the people coming in to the Party.

I would miss it if I wasn't invited. I would feel miserable if I didn't work. But in addition to being Happy to be there, I was also feeling pressure to make it happen for these people. Even after all these years as a Party Artist, I can still feel frightened. I try to turn from it, I try to pretend I didn't feel that little twinge, but I did notice it at this Party ~ twinges of insecurity. Even though I've already handled about a Thousand Parties.


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